Too precious to me

These moments are too precious to me.
Each moment I spend with you
Is magic to me.
The places and people,
Your laughter and thrill
Is infectious to me.
I cry lest these moments are gone,
Forever trapped in my memories.
This life with you is
Too precious to me.

Like pearls in a necklace,
Each moment and laughter
Is dear to me.
It holds my life,
My being together.
This is what
binds you and me.

Each year,
I look forward to.
I know it brings in
new experiences for me.
Our love today is deep,
Deep like the oceans we see.
The emotions run
Deep within me.

These moments,
This life with you is
Too precious to me.

Run away

Let's run away

Run away to the forests,

To the wild world with birds and bees.

Let's run away

Run away to greener pastures,

To the skies clear and water that runs free.

Let's run away

Where love is in bounty,

And there is no hate no crime.

Let's run to a place where our souls shall meet, with our bodies intertwined.

Let's run to a place with eternal beauty.

Ghost

When I go to sleep, your ghost haunts me,
It's all the same when I'm awake.
Miles away, I'm in my mother's arms.
But you continue to be besides me.
I see you everywhere, you never left the space next to me.
I see the connection,
The chain is still unbroken.

Is this love or is this just a karmic connection?
Oh baby, please please do tell me.
Is this love or is this just a karmic connection?

The sea in my mind keeps me afloat.
I wish for those beautiful days afore.
I love this feeling inside myself,
The beauty I see in you, I see everywhere.
Thank you love, for giving me the visions,
Hoping they will last me a lifetime,
I wish you all the good luck of your time.

Is this love or is this just a karmic connection?
Oh baby, please please do tell me.
Is this love or is this just a karmic connection?

Lost in the spaces

I guess I lost you,
In the spaces between us.
The wait increases everyday,
Each passing moment widened the gap today.
I see you from far away,
Waving to have the final say.
Nothing works, nothing stops you
From smudging my heart away.
Tears roll down in misery,
Fading memories flicker strongly,
Like the last light of an old candle.
You created the space between us,
To protect your inner space.
I destroyed myself,
In search for peace with you.
There is a war within me,
Your ghost follows me everywhere.
I hope you get my peace,
Now that I have your war.

The piano player

As the keys click on the piano,
I feel your touch on them.
Every sound every sigh reminds me of your presence.
It sounds like a heartbeat,
A sad song from the dead.
In a parallel world,
I'm sitting besides you
Writing a song.
The lyrics are unclear.
It is not a love song, not yet.
I write about new beginnings
And sad endings.
I see you looking at me,
As you play the key.
The light has filled the room
And there is silence on the Chapel Lane.
We shall stop making music now.
The dream is lost
Your face fades away,
As I wake up from my sleep.
Lyrics make sense now,
It's a love song with a sad end.
The key matches my note,
To be together we were never meant.

Moving On

And we continue to lead these independent lives
Seemingly erasing our past away.
We go on dreaming,
imagining like there was no yesterday.
We are lost among the millions of Christmas lights.
The speed of time takes us far away from our memories and plight.
Is this what they say to wither away?
One day you are a smiling green,
then you turn a happy red and alas,
The paleness sets in.
I seek peace in the warm coffee,
In my chaos, I search for order.
Happiness is far away.
I shall fill my life with things that give you meaning.
But it will remain empty.
I try to make sense of every word we spoke,
but a mystery it remains.
I shall put the pen down,
One final time.
When my mind stops speaking.
It is going to take a while.

Memories fade away

Time catches on,
Memories fade away
Each passing day, we forget the yesterday
I try to hold on but I have to let go.
Since you do not catch on
I have to let go
Of the sweet sunsets
The memories
What a waste!
Of feelings I felt, of the time I spent with you.
I knew this day would come
I knew you would turn away
Hence I made so many memories.
But it's hard to let go.
Let go of you and your memories
If I latch on, you will explode
So I have to let go
And the sweet memories remain so.
In a corner of my mind.
Such a sad waste of feelings of this kind.

Grown into a Woman

Still waking up from my sleep, 

A realisation greets me in the morning. 

Overcome a deep-seated fear have I, 

Woken up alone on bed without you besides. 

Since the day I met you, 

The day we merged as one,

I have grown into a woman.

The girl in me is fearless now, 

she has taken the giant steps ahead now. 

I walk on the Causeway to reach out.

I need a fortune teller, a crystal ball

Fear tears me down,

Worries run down my eyes.

Dark and bleak,

You are fading away.

Can’t hold you enough,

Future looks bleak to me.

I need a fortune teller, a crystal ball.

Foretell me my destiny.

Are you in it with me?

Or will it be dark without you?

I need a fortune teller, a crystal ball.

Is this an augury?

Will I ever touch your softness?

My fears gnaw at me.

I would like to touch you,

Now and forever.

I need a fortune teller, a crystal ball.

Burn bright with me

Don’t fade away my love.

Feel my cry, O love.

Burn bright with me,

And light the future together,

Make our own destiny.

That Sunday Morning

That Sunday morning 

a morning I woke up 

full of promises. 

Promises of love and kisses

A future as a Mrs 

That Sunday morning

I woke up thinking 

Of all the Sundays I have with you 

Of the bond we share 

Of the love we shall make

That Sunday morning, 

a lazy nakedness snuggles me onto bed

A morning where I fear nothing, 

Nothing bad could happen to me. 

That Sunday morning, 

a morning long gone 

a morning I longingly await. 

I wait for ye. 

इंतज़ार

कोई दोस्त बनता है तो कोई प्यार,
किसीने मेरी रूह को छुआ और किसीने मेरा दिल।

एक के साथ मैंने कई सपने देखे 
और एक के साथ मैंने कुछ और सपने पूरे किये।

इन सब उलझनों मैं,
इन्ही करामातों मैं प्यार कही खो गया।

बस रह गयी यादें, उम्मीदें और एक टीस।
एक टीस जो चुबती है इस खालीपन मैं।

मेरे कर्मों पर रेहम कर मेरे मौला,
मुझे इस खालीपन से बचाले मेरे मौला।
दुनिया की जन्नत भी इसे भर नहीं सकती,
इसे प्यार से भर दे मेरे यार।

ऐसे ही कब तक चलती रहूंगी मैं मंज़िल के इंतज़ार मैं,
राहों से भी तो दिल बहलाना है मुझे।